Question: Babaji, we are told that the truth is "I am not the doer" but it still feels it is I who am making choices. Can you explain why this is?

Babaji:

You need to practise discrimination in this world. Proceed gradually and the answer to your question will be revealed to you. In deeper meditation, you will realise that you only imagined "I am doing."

Question: I'm still confused about "doership". Does the Self perform negative acts?

Babaji:

Actually the Self doesn't perform any acts at all, either positive or negative. Only the spark derived from it, the mind does. This sense of "doership" will disappear with more practice. The Self is always unaffected and remains peaceful at all times. It's only the mind which imagines the positive and negative. Meditation will overcome the mind's imaginings.